life is weird, some stuff is bad, but the good part is the pantomime im in! its cinderella! cindy, buttons, the ugly sisters and the fairy godmother are all played by professional adults but the other parts are by the kids in my drama group! i play tommy mackenzie, a kid the fairy godmother used to look after, who pretends to be a royal herald as part of the grand plan to get cindy and buttons together B) which means im basically the fairy godmother's minion which is AWESOME FUN
also the backgrounds for the set are literally done by HOMEMADE LIGHT PROJECTORS like legit it is a very bright light in a box and then you put the slide in upside down and did i mention these projectors were made by the set designer instead of purchased
it's a wonderful panto and the other cast's first show is today, but my cast's first show is tomorrow
second: lmao its my journal what did you expect but this1. This meme may be personal. You ready for it? why not2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be? johnston3. Were you happy when you woke up today?nah4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
my friend bruce, i think! we prank called him from panto rehearsal lel5. What are you excited for?
christmas6. What were you doing yesterday? panto rehearsal7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
was it jack? or was it megan?8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
my pyjama shirt9. Have a best friend?
ginger! xaidan! conor! lauren! sarah! jack!10. Are you scared to fall in love? mmmmmehhhh11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
beyond a shadow of a doubt12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face? uhhh hmmm well. probably nigel fartage or whatever his name is 13. What time is it right this second?
11:1614. What do you want right now?
good rpg horrors that i havent already played15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
PANTO CAST16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused? taken17. When was the last time you cried?
liiike yesterday18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? mmmmeh? i guess? in ways?19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
yeah20. How fast does your mind change? depends.21. I BET you miss somebody right now. nice observation22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now? no23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
because they want the fun. and they dont care about, like, communication and honesty. also, cheating is a mistake, but in my opinion, hiding it from your partner(s) and never telling them is what makes it a lot worse24. Tell me what's on your mind?
halo25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
christmas26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
gendered clothes27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend? what the fuck i have six irl besties this is not fair28. When is your next road trip?
soon i hope29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
"opposite" sex isn't a thing. but another gender? ehhh. "anything" is a strong word30. How's your heart?
beating31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
yeeep32. Do you think somebody's in love with you? i really dont understand why33. What are you planning on doing after this?
trying to find decent rpg horrors34. Next time you will kiss someone?
i dont know35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
not sure36. Who do you not get along with?
the wonderful straight boys at my school. 8/37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
"Well?"38. What are you wearing right now?
pyjamas cos im a piece of shit39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
thats skitty. thats cool.40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
i have no idea and tbh ça m'est egal41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
but my favourite name is remy and has been ever since my ratatouille phase like eight years ago. fun fact: if for some reason you dont want to call me gus, remy is in fact the fallback name42. How did you feel when you woke up?confused43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
no calls. yes texts.44. Do you crack your knuckles?
yeee45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
pretty sure i was watching monster46. What are your LEGAL initials?
fuck you, AEBH
my ACTUAL initials are...pretty much the same. ABBH. Or i guess ABBL sometimes, depending on what im going by47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
"Phoebe B00nbucks"48. When was the last time you laughed really hard? yesterday. oh god panto.49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
i cry50. Explain your last awkward moment? "i see you have scars, would you prefer to have a long sleeved t-shirt?"51. Are you afraid of the dark?
yeah52. Do you have good vision? nope53. Have you ever tripped someone?
nnn? mayb? not to hurt on purpose54. Have you ever slapped someone?
nooo55. Are you Irish? you uncultured little fuckign56. Do you use chap stick? fuck. i need chapstick.57. Do you have any scars? yep58. Is there someone you will never forgive? hmmm. im beginning to realise exactly what a few Certain People did and honestly, yeah. it took me years to realise it but ive had a lot of very unhealthy friendships.59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
last person i held hands with? technically probably jack or xai because as irl friends will know, i grab things when i get scared. and we play fnaf a lot.60. Name the last person to text you. jack61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
probably not, grandpa62. Can you go in public looking like you do? well, i COULD63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J? nah. only Ks over here64. What side of the bed do you sleep on? it is a single bed65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
probably hug attack the person im going to marry66. Do you fall for people easily?
yeeah67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
the pals!68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
some things. yeah.69. Song you're thinking of right now?
revolution of liz's innermost heart70. Want someone back in your life?
eh. yeah actually.71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
probably. panto woohoo72. What's your favorite color?
pink!73. Who was the first friend that you had?
*uncomfortable shifting* molly74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you? meh. depends what the lie is.75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
probably most people76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced? im very good at acting happy77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?sanic the hadgeheg